Love.This comprises only four letters but it can change the whole life of a person in every way.Truly speaking, I couldn't believe in this word.I couldn't understand how is it possible ,one person is dying for this,yes only for this!And always I tried to keep myself off this affection.
But I think,God has written something for me to give a suitable punishment.It was one of my friend's(Dada) marriage ceremony.We ,all friends were celebrating his BIG-M day.We were cheering and leg pulling as usual. Alls were going well.Now it's the time to start the ritual ceremony.And all the friends of our "boudi" were ready to take their "jamaibabu" on the center,where the ceremony will be started. And at this time I saw her.I saw her for first time!She is quietly enjoying the whole event but not directly involved.She is calm ,sweet and decent.At this time my heart beat had been stopped for a moment!It seemed whole clatter,whole sound went off for a second.What was going into my heart,my mind I couldn't remember it.Only one thing is rounding into my mind,how I will meet her.How it will be possible to talk with her.Since my Dada was busy at this time,I couldn't know her identity.But I was desperately to know her at that time.But all was in vain!
Next day I came to know her name from one of my close friends.But he aware me of her religion.She is chirstian.Since I have brought up in a open minded environment,I have no objection for it.
Next day it was "BouBhat".My Dada knew everything about it.I couldn't understand how he came to know.But I thought "Jobhi hua achhe ki lya hua"!And something without telling him,he assured me to introduce her.But at that time I pretended not to clearly listening him.May be it's because of my ego problem.But from mind I was very happy.So at the evening we met,But she was too shy to open a talk.But thankfully later we started to talk.
The most beautiful thing I have seen to her is her personality.It's so impressive ,it's so striking.Anybody can overwhelm with her talking nod , with her smiling ,with her individuality.
And I was not except of it!When she's talking,I thought myself in heaven. I couldn't stop thinking of her.I was always thinking myself as a happiest person in the world!This was my most beautiful days of my life.
But may be,destiny has been written something else for me. One day all those things has been stopped suddenly.I don't know the reason.May be I can't make her understand.May be she couldn't trust me.May be she feels insecure to be with me.May be I became rude to her.But never I want to know the reason.I never want to infuriate her.I always want shining on her face.
But till now I am waiting for her,I am waiting for her a single call.Although I know it will never happen.But I see a dream , someday she will break her silence and will return back to me as a good friend. And if it comes true,no body will be happy to me.Because somebody said "Love is not finding someone to live with; it's finding someone whom you can't live without"!
